January 2009
Thursday night.
Wellllll, it’s official, we’re together. 1/29/09<3 Totally sucks that our one month technically doesn’t exist, stupid leap years. -_- But anyways, I’m happy that I’m with him, and I’m hoping that I’m making the right choices. Hopefully it doesn’t effect the people around me. Like drift from people and what not. Ahhh, I can’t stop thinking...
Wednesday night.
Hm, it’s been awhile since I’ve updated this. But anyways, A LOOOT has been going on. And also, I think we’re close to being together. Actually, it seems like we already are, haha. Well, that’s what people were pointing out. Anywho, I hope that we OFFICIALLY start going out soon, (= I’m hella happy though, and when I’m with him, I feel this “warm fuzzy...
Saturday night.
Damn, I’m so close to being done with Twilight. -_- I just had to fall asleep. Haha.
Anyways, I think I’ve had too many sweets lately. I was having a really bad toothache a couple nights ago. D: It wasn’t a great feeling. I’m happy that it hasn’t been hurting again lately. Haha. I hope I can get dental insurance soon. -_- I miss going to the damn dentist.
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Friday night.
I think I’m making the right choice. I sure do hope I am. I think it’s there. The feeling that I should be feeling towards him. I have confidence in myself that I’m not gonna mess up this time, and I hope he thinks that about his choices also. “I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.” I think I’m really starting to feel...
Thursday.
So many BOYS are stuck in my head! It’s irritating, but I enjoy day dreaming about them. HAHA. Not like that, if you’re nasty minded. But anyways, I still don’t know about “kidding.” There’s something that makes me wanna be with him, but at the same time, I don’t know if I wanna make that choice, cause what if fucks up in the end again. Then I’ll...
“Yes, you are exactly my kind of heroine.”
Wednesday.
Procrastinating is a bitch, but I do it anyways. LOL. Honestly, I should stop doing it so much, cause it makes me stress, get all nervous, and especially makes me sleep late. That’s a problem, because then, I fall asleep all the time in Frecceri’s. -_- Today, I couldn’t stop myself from napping in class. Sadly, I sit right in the middle of class, so I can easily get caught. Hmph....
“The World Should Revolve Around Me”
Tuesday.
It feels like forever since I’ve wrote in this, when it’s only been a couple of days. Haha.
Well, everything’s been chill, besides the fact that I’ve been having this irritating headache all day and that I’m not talking to “nods.” anymore. Actually, I don’t know if it’s an “anymore” kind of thing, but we haven’t talked...
Damn.
Part 1
I don’t know why, but I seem to fall for guys easily. I hate it. That’s one big thing I really dislike about myself, cause it gets me into situations that I’m obviously not gonna like. But it’s like what my friend said: You can’t help it. Things just happen, y’know? And you can’t handle it. I definitely agree. But sometimes, maybe handling it is...
Sunday morning.
It’s been awhile since I’ve wrote, but I finally am right now. DAMN, so much has happened in the past few days! Honor choir is over. D: I’m gonna miss having a GOOD huge choir, and seeing cute guys! Haha. It’s all good though. I’m actually talking to one. “Double D’s!” ;D I’m kinda scared though, cause she’s crushing on him too, so I...
Wednesday.
Two days, still no communication between us. I hate avoiding people. It bugs me. But, it’s whatever.
Hm, today was alright. Dancing in P.E. was pretty interesting. Besides one of the guys I danced with had sweaty hands. Yuck. At least I got it over with.
After school, was okay. Pretty boring. I was surprised who I got call from after school. Apparently he’s in San Jose/Santa Clara....
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I don’t even know anymore.
AT LEAST GIVE ME HINTS, geez.
I’m tired of all this bullcrap and lies from you.
Might as well let everything go between us.
Tuesday. Part 2.
ANYWAYS, so much is going through my head. About school, friends, family, ect. I really hope I do good again for 2nd quarter. I’d die if I don’t get straight A’s. Well, not actually die, but cry in the corner basically. Ha, I’M KIDDING. But I’d seriously be disappointed in myself, cause I really REALLY need to get a 4.0 again. I need to make myself proud, my dad...
Tuesday. Part 1.
Hm, today was pretty chill, besides me and her haven’t talked the whole day. But honestly, it’s not my fault she made me feel this way. She’s the one always hanging out with her boyfriend, and hanging out with others instead of me. I know she shouldn’t spend every second with me, but at least even out the time you hang out with ME and everyone else, cause then it...
Sunday.
Well, this is obviously my first time. This is my first time making a blog too, at that. I’m probably gonna suck at this and not know what to write about. I always though blogging was stupid, but it’s worth a try. Hm, well life is currently full of crap. One of the closest things to me, gone. But I’m so glad that person is coming back pretty soon. Just a month and 8 more days...